Wakana-san. Ritsu?
You are not here?
Sakana, look, look! There are fishes.
Eh? Where?
Where? Eh? Where?
You did it! Then, if you're going to be like that...
I thought you were a lonely person that left in solitude.
But it's not like that, huh?
I'm popular with women and kids.
But you are lonely after all?
At the very end, you had nothing but me to rely on.
Thank you.
I feel indebted to you.
Rinka, are you there?
You're there, right?
Let's go home.
I want to be by his side.
Do you know where he is? Tell me if you know.
I suffer too when Ritsu is not here.
It's painful, I can't breathe and feel like dying.
I love him.
I will give my heart to your son. Rest assured, I will die.
Mother.
There is something I want to ask you.
What is it?
You said you had a son that was born before me, right?
If he was alive, and like me,
he was sick and may die, what would you do?
Why do you ask that?
Would you want to save him risking your life?
Of course.
I see.
Yes.
May I have a moment?
Yes.
The results are out.
Your heart is compatible with Satoru.
Really?
The heart functionality is perfect too, the doctor said it was a miracle.
Thank you.
Thank you very much.
I will contact you again.
Am I happy?
What a big house.
This is a villa I use when I'm composing.
Rikkun, what happens?
Rikkun?
Don't come!
What do I do? Rikkun's being strange, he won't open the door.
What happens? Are you okay?
I told you not to come, didn't I?!
What is happening?
Don't let them come into this room.
I don't want them to see me like this.
I get it, but...
I want to end it with fun memories.
Sorry.
So, won't you take them home?
Got it.
But there is somebody really worried in front of the door, calm her.
Ah, Rikkun.
You see, there is something I have to do here alone.
Work?
So, you and Sakana go back home ahead.
You will come later, Rikkun?
Yeah, I will go back after I finish work.
Sure?
Sure.
So wait for me at home.
Understood, we'll be waiting.
Eh? Rinka-san?
Where's Ritsu? Tell me.
Wakana-san, you forgot this...
Let me in.
Go home.
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I understand.
Coming this far to hide, was to not cause me pain.
I won't be able to ever forget you, Ritsu,
the suffering after that will be pitiful,
right?
But you know, it will be okay Ritsu.
I am bokechin, so I will forget immediately.
When you die, for sure I will cry for a month,
and for three months, it may be hard and won't be able to sleep.
But, after half a year, I will laugh at some comedy show on TV,
I will eat yummy food thinking it's delicious.
I will go back to be the usual Bokechin.
But not being with you in this moment, is harder than that.
I don't want to let you die alone.
Let me be with you.
It's strange.
What thing?
I love you this much, Ritsu,
but I barely know anything about you.
When is your birthday?
I don't know, have never celebrated it.
Ah, but I was abandoned in the institution in September, at around this time.
I see, then, I will celebrate your birthday.
Buy a cake and put candles on it,
let's do that.
Yeah.
I'm sorry...
I want to be alone with Ryuu-san for a moment.
Ryuu-san,
I said so before too,
I don't want to live that much as to even get your life in exchange.
I will die anyway.
So, if you can live with my heart,
I will be happy.
It's for my mother, right?
Because I'm my mother's son, that's what you are saying.
But Ryuu-san,
I...
I am not my mother's real son.
I'm adopted.
I am like you, Ryuu-san.
I was at an institution as a baby.
I tried to tell my mother that you
are her real son, but I couldn't say it.
Even though I'm being treasured,
I never had the confidence of being loved.
But, this is unfair.
I really am a good person,
but because of you, I became an unpleasant person.
Because of that,
I'm not qualified to receive your heart, Ryuu-san.
You are loved by mother.
Yes.
My mother...
For the sake of me, who doesn't share her blood,
is somebody that would throw away her life.
That such person abandoned her own child...
I can't believe it.
There had to be some circumstances.
Is it okay to continue like this, Ryuu-san?
Before it's too late,
you have to be frank to mother...
What happens?
Are you okay? Hey!
I will bring Satoru to the hospital, wait for me in the villa.
We'll use a beta blocker, just to make sure, prepare a ventilator.
It's ready.
Is Satoru okay?
It's fine, just wait here, please.
Wait, please.
Wait...
Please, listen to me.
It's not Reiko-san's sin.
It was me who did everything.
What do you mean?
After she gave birth to you,
her physical condition suddenly got worse,
and was unconscious for three days.
During that time, I took you out,
and abandoned you at the children's institution.
When she woke up,
I told her the baby had died.
The doctor too, hide the truth.
Why?
Why did you do that?
To protect her career!
If she had had a child out of marriage, from an affair with a married man,
society wouldn't forgive her.
She would be out, no matter how much talent she had.
No...
That's an excuse.
I couldn't forgive her for giving birth to that man's son.
Reiko-san doesn't know about it,
about that kid being alive.
She had looked forward giving birth to that baby.
If it was a boy, it would be "Ritsu",
if it'd been a girl, it'd be "Kanade", written with the kanji of playing music.
I stole the sapphire ring from Reiko-san's jewel-box,
it was me who left it there. I wrote down the name of Ritsu,
and accompanied it.
I planned to atone for separating a mother and her son.
I...
For me,
there is no time left.
I gave up on everything, all I had was to die...
Why...
Why did you tell me that now?!
Won't that make me want to live longer?
I'm truly sorry.
Everything is my fault.
I'm sorry. I'm truly sorry.
Happy birthday to you,
happy birthday to you,
happy birthday dear�
Then, I'll give you three choices. First, we kiss.
2, we sleep together.
3, we live together.
Mother, I'm sorry for worrying you.
Right, mother.
I want you to get the headphones from my room.
There is a song I really want to listen.
Send Ryuu-san for it.
That boy,
what did he go to tell you?
He told me he doesn't want my heart.
But my feelings won't change.
Thank you.
I want to thank you somehow.
What would be good?
No, there is nothing...
A meal...
Would you cook for me?
Eh?
Anything is fine.
Are you hungry?
I can't make anything decent.
Go on, sit down.
Here.
Sorry.
What's wrong?
Why?
Why am I crying?
Mother...
5th of July, I made my mind.
I will go back to Japan.
I will go back to Japan and look for my mother.
And then what will I do? Will I tell her this?
Mum, thanks to you, I had a not bad life.
Thank you for giving birth to me.
Good bye.
Mum, be happy.
Mum.
Thank you for giving birth to me.
Even if I'm reborn, let's be mother and son again.
Ritsu.
Bokechin.
What?
Sorry.
I love you.
One year later.
I have a brother.
Thanks to that brother,
I could prolong my life.
This performance is for my brother.
Stop!
Between you and Kurokawa--
Hearing you playing piano, is like listening to a lullaby.
No matter how old he gets, he'd want to hear it.
I told you to leave!
I will give my heart to your son.
I don't understand why you'll go that far.
You don't have to know.
Are you crying?
I'm not.
My son,
is only Satoru.
I had one more son.
But I abandoned him long time ago.
I am not qualified to cry for that son.
The police doggy~
It's troubled, meow meow~
It's a bark there, right? It's bow-wow, bow-wow.
It's a dog after all.
Rikkun.
When will Rikkun come back?
He will eventually come back, and say "What are you doing, Wakana?"
Yes, then, till then let's do our best.
Yeah.
South Korea - Seoul
Get a hold, Bokechin.